Not all secrets are a good thing

... I didn't see that coming.

THE SCRIPT - Falling To Pieces lyrics

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'cause I got time while she got freedom
'cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days are some of my worst,
She'll find a man and a man who's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say that things happen for a reason
But no wise word's gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even ohhhh
And what am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to piecesx3
I'm still alive but the other one's leaving
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
you took the suitcase - I took the blame
Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains
Oh cause you left me with no love in order to remain
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break no it don't break no it don't break even

And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even
And what am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
I'm falling to pieces x3
I'm still alive but the other one's leaving.
I'm falling to pieces
'Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Oh it don't break even no, it don't break even no
It don't break even no

Phobia

Having fun with a friend is sky to the limit

Weird feeling arises from nothing to something

As he attempts to chase her

He gets closer and closer with a kiss

Now he's feels lost in a whole new world

There is no going back to feel alright

Rather he's up in the bright blue sky

Or down in the black soil

As they meet again at the romantic beach

She drowns away in the sea

He swim and swim

To find her sinking away from him

He pulls and pulls

Just to find her floating like a feather

At the end his world was still black and white

Because he woke up crying knowing it was a dream

So there he is back to the something to nothing

By Wilson Wong

MY EYE!!!!

For the past 2 days I had a bloody red eye. I woke up with it two days ago with a sharp pain to the eye. I thought it was nothing major, i was planning to wait it out. I had to DJ yesterday night so i couldnt go to the doctor, but today as i woke up at 6 due to a graduate pain. wherever there was a tiny light, it would feel like a drop of lemon juice to my eye. So i couldnt wait for the doctor at 11 or so, so i woke up my parents to take me to the ER. It took the hospital 3 hours to get me register and discharged. Well, anyways, i have a cut. So the nurse prescribed me two medicine. Eye drop that cost 81 dollars and pain killers for 11 dollars. The eye drop are freaking expensive... parents joking around "don't miss your eye with the drops, its about $5 dollars a drop" haha.
I hope the pain killer gets me high or something, im really in pain, that why i couldnt wait for the doctors...
Also, i jsut recieved a tecnis shot, left arm , which causes big big pain for couple days, and my right eye is damage. Damn. FINALS on monday and tuesday. LOL wish me the best guys . . .

(Sorry for the messy blog today, i dont feel like proof reading and such.)

A Dream to Remember

I just had a dream about reminiscing my grandpa. In the dreams, he's already not in this world, but it was kind of awesome. In the dream, i remember laying down on his bed with his personal blanket that i remember. It was brown and furriness, very comfortable. In the dream, i somehow had access to it. Very weird, but very nice to remember how it was to lay on his bed with the blanket, his pillow, and right about the pillow is there this little tinfoil box with his biscuit. =] I also remember how my grandpa and I ate those biscuit every time i visited. That would be our thing. I always thought it was funny how he ate those. He would chew it without his fake teeth, and ate it like mouthwash like gargle it to chew it. Haha.

I sure do miss him.

I am a burnt chicken!

Wow, today the weather hit about 90 degrees, i believe. I went to college to play handball extra early around 12:30PM. I started class at 2:30, so i went off to play for 2 hours to get a nice tan.
I got to play good decent fun challenging games. I love how i have more accuracy and control of the ball: doing spikes, kills and lobs. Then it was time for class, i was pretty much dried off from sweat. As i saw down in class for the first 5 minutes, i had to leave. I was in a enclosed classroom with the windows open, but it was still not enough. Dramatic sweat start pouring down my body, my whole body was from dry to drenched shiny skin. It wasn't because the class is hot, it was because the change of environment. There was somewhat wind outside causing to cool down the body, but once i went in the class room, WOW. So you can say i cut class and played handball all day. my shoulder, my back, and a little on my face is burnt. As for as my arms its really really tan, somewhat burnt. Siqh, the day before i went to the beach for like 30 minutes with all preparations.

On the other hand, im trying to create this new website. When it's up, I will post it here for you guys to view.

Music is my life

OMG, i just realized that i love music a lot. i listen to from old age to new age. Most of the genre that is out. I really enjoy listening to classic tunes and jams. Music is my mood booster! From sad to energetic feeling can be influenced by music. It really send some vibe to your body.
Gotta love music! I rarely go through a day without tuning into music.